Nothing changed, I still can't draw. It's been 72 days since my friend's death and 50 days without any alcohol and self-harm. Also, I now know what's wrong-I have a mild form of bipolar disorder (though I don't think it's mild, but the doctors say it's cyclothymia, and I'm no doctor, so let it be mild). I'll be alright. Could be worse.
And I can't figure out how to use Skype on Windows 8 (the OS is a huge pile of shite) so that's why I don't use it now.